something i would like to share

hi, is been quite some time since my last written blog..... well, almost 6 months i would say..... well, i would say, the tough time has already pass and the good ones is yet to come..... i miss every of my friends from sydney... i miss mel, chris, ran, kristen, op, martin, vina, nicole, jon, bennedict, daniel... is a blessing to know all of you as friends.... It is the greatest gift from God. i was always being bless by God for the past 19 years... have a supportive family and friends, get into the uni that i wanted, and bless with a lot of love. But everything has change in November 2007. i couldn't remember the day that change my life, but i could remember it was the day of my first exam. I nearly faint during my exam, it really freak me out as what comes into my mind is RM40,000 gone. my uni fees per semester. and then i was admitted to hospital. the doctor actually diagnose me wrongly. i always thought that i've viral infection, but in the matter of fact, is not a viral infection. it was something way too much for me to accept. after that incident, i was mad at God, i'm angry why will he treat me like this? why is it being so unfair to me. after all the way i have walk, after all the effort i've put. why must i quit my uni? and then, i notice, is because God wants me to learn to view my life in a different way. to see life in a different thoughts and to take away my burden. but until now, i still can't really let it go. my dreams of graduating in UNSW, i wish there will be one day, my wish will come true... a wish for living in australia and a wish that time can turn back and give me one more chance to finish whatever i haven't done in australia. i cried on kye li's farewell, because most of them that came are going back to overseas. i'm the only one being left out... i hereby review all this to you all is because i hope that there will be one day when you gone through a tough time, you will think, everyone have their toughest time and if they can make it, it won't be a problem to you. if you think you are unlucky or you are suffering, always have a look at your surrounding. look at those that is handicap and those that suffering in africa. giving out some love and help may save a person life, don't waste your life, do whatever you can to help others.